008. Kite.

You know if i was in love at this very moment i'd build you a kite.
To me that'd be alright because in all reality this one goes out to no one
And thats kinda fun imagining what could be and would be done..for you.
But like i said i'm through with relationships so imagining is what i leave myself with.
We could fly this kite.
We could fly this kite through the day, the night, through sun and snow it would go with us with you with me because
its we not me thats how it should be when you agree to see this could be would be will be great.
I'd take that damn kite on our dates it'd be like our reminder to be kinder to eachother.
This sounds all off like...why a kite?
I choose it as a symbol to love you with.
I used to tell my past assholes to fly a kite when they tested all my might.
So maybe if i play with irony its gonna be different.
Spittin this might help me saying what i'm gonna do if i never have to use that line again...or again...or again.
Using a kite to show how high we can get.
Jet set and roll up to the sky just you...and i.
So if i was in love with you at this very moment i'd give you that gift.
Id do it in secret.
Like when you aren't home and i'm there waiting because thats what people in love do.
They wait and create kites.
So i'd use this line right here like
Dear _________, what kind of person would want this kid as a warrior?
You did.
And so i made for you a kite.
It was enormous out of coat hangers and brown paper bags and some masking tape from that drawer in the kitchen
And i hung it in the hallway where you couldnt hardly miss it
And i tagged that kite with my words...these words.
I wrote:
Just so you know my weird mind wanders and my brave heart brakes.
Ive nailed some milestones but i make mistakes
Because I've got more faults than a map of california earthquakes.
I'm taking a nap underneath your covers.
Wake me if you like me.
Wake me if you want me.
Wake me if you need another poem.
Your once and future lover has made herself at home.